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this has been building for some time now... [11 Jan 2007|03:31pm]




heheh thanks PJ
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sadly its an issue for debate [04 Sep 2006|02:05pm]
doubt the existence of the stolen generation?


read it.
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unfortunately [06 Sep 2005|11:01pm]
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study [04 Sep 2005|09:33pm]
i dont have the internet in my room outside
and the living room inside is too noisy to concentrate in, always loud tv/movies
so i'm sitting on a deckchair in the bathroom with my feet up on the toilet lid
this is ridiculous
i fucking hate my law degree right now
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i am the coolest person i know [30 Aug 2005|10:13am]
tragedy has struck
my minidisk player is no more
leaving me to face the world without music
to live with no escape from harsh reality
but yes, there is hope
i have returned to my mix tape collection
gathered carefully from my earliest years till recently
when new technology with all its promises stole me away
but i see the error of my ways now
the tapes have not deserted me as my minidisks have
and i have rediscovered my old passions
i mean nothing beats early 90s mariah
i just dont think i could date a woman who didn't appreciate the musical genius that is "dream lover"
heheh...ok back to work...
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[28 Aug 2005|03:34pm]
Cause I don’t care if they eat me alive
I’ve got better things to do than survive
I’ve got the memory of your warm skin in my hands
And I’ve got a vision of blue sky and dry land
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[19 Aug 2005|10:47pm]
i'm totally in love with missy higgins at the moment
despite the fact i get emotional sometimes cause every song reminds me of molly
she makes me want to relearn the piano
i'm such an idiot
in year 10 i could've picked up the music to a missy song and learnt it in a day
now i can hardly play a scale
in year 12 i was semi fluent in french
now i can hardly structure a sentence
i used to be able to pick up songs on guitar easily
now i can hardly remember the songs i used to know perfectly
how do i manage to get so distracted???
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[10 Aug 2005|06:25pm]
i fucking suck
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[09 Aug 2005|01:03pm]
so aimee who finds these technical things difficult is attempting to put a photo in her journal, lets see if it works:

what a lovely photo of her!

...hey i did it! go me!
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[31 Jul 2005|10:32pm]
i drove MY car from macedon to melbourne today. it was so much fun.
i ran into molly's mum and partner on the freeway HOW RANDOM!?!?!? fancy us both being on that freeway at the same time, let alone pass each other and recognise each other. they were on the way back from their weekend in daylesford. I noticed the stickers on the back of the car and thought ... "hey i think that's molly's mum" then i noticed her partner hanging out the window waving manically at me heheheh. We pulled over and had a catch up which was good. i miss seeing them all the time. i really admire molly's mum. and her partner is really quite lovely underneath her often rough exterior. heh they said that they noticed me because i was driving along so happy to be in my car, singing loudly to my music and dancing (as much as you can whilst driving) like an idiot. how great.
i want a weekend away in daylesford with my partner! just to be random.
i got tipsy and sad and sent molly a silly email while i was at dads...i'm sure i'll learn to control myself one day.
mum loved my birthday card. possibly the best card i've ever given her, the message came to me suddenly the other day. absolute masterpiece. heheh i'm a wanker.
so i'm going to bed now. i have to get up early and do my reading for joe's tute. i must LOVE the detail.
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truman show moment [28 Jul 2005|02:46pm]
do you know what i realised last night?
molly and claire are both gone for 10 months
i'm sure of it. so that's why they've both been written out of the show of the grounds of "travelling" or "exchange"...to go start a family then come back when they've recovered.
i just hope that nothing goes wrong with the birth you two, i'm sure that everything will be fine!

...its starting to get a bit scary that my brain actually has thoughts like this at all...
hopefully one day i wont start believing the crazy thoughts that go through my head
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[27 Jul 2005|06:58pm]
...my mum just told me she's never faked an orgasm in her entire life...
i'm not sure i wanted to know that but good on her anyway
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reassuring myself [27 Jul 2005|06:10pm]
i would rather experience these crazy highs and lows than return to being numb
i know this 99.9% of the time...
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[19 Jul 2005|04:07pm]
sitting in shaz's room with green facemasks on, drinking beer and giving each other hand massages
i'm doing both of her hands at once and she says:
"oooh...its feels so good when you use both hands!"

heheh i'm sorry but i found that hilarious...

had a really good night last night.
thank god for shana.
her friends are lovely too.

Right now i need to eat something then have a nap
pressing business to attend to
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[15 Jul 2005|02:33pm]
now my only source of intimacy is a toy duck and an oversized old scarf of hers
how incredibly sad

she's very sweet though
"the more i think about what we had the more i hope we can make it work when i get back because you are beautiful and amazing and i miss you incredibly"
she's great even if she did leave me for the world
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[11 Jul 2005|12:25pm]
leaving for the airport in 30 mins
i'm both terrified and ok
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[07 Jul 2005|01:31pm]
lately i've been experiencing a disturbingly strong urge to have a child...
wierd huh?
they're just so cute and amusing...
i never really saw myself as the mother type
but now i'm sure i want to have children
no point stressing about how just yet hey? wont be going there for a LONG time
heheh this reminds me of a jehovas witness site i was reading the other day
it was hilarious
apparently, and i'm sure its trustworthy information because the jehovas witneses are clearly at the cutting edge of scientific research, lesbians are more likely to be fat because they drink and smoke and eat LOTS, and the children of lesbians are more likely to be "unchaste" heheheheh
its not really funny though. when you type in "homosexual" as a search it comes up with articles on "how to protect your children from sex offenders!"
crazy bastards
i'm DYING to find a real life homosexuality cure christian camp in melbourne.
would be so much fun. whether this makes me insane or not i can say without a doubt that i would definately go. the biggest challenge would be supressing my laughter/anger. but for the greater good of an awesome story, i think i could handle it.
wow good on me for posting that much without mentioning molly.
three. days. to. go.

i'm so so excited
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[03 Jul 2005|10:08pm]
so content
that was the best weekend ever
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WISH WEEKEND! [01 Jul 2005|01:54pm]
i'm very excited
going away for the weekend with molly
she's cooking for me
we're drinking and eating and relaxing and tings
should be lovely

strange thing:
my mother is driving us up there...she's like "sure i'll drive you to your dirty weekend". heheh oh well. its probably the biggest favour she's ever done me (other than give birth to me, raise me and pay for me to live for the past 20 years) so i'm giving her champagne and chocolates and molly is giving her flowers. I would catch public transport up there but we wouldn't get there till 11pm and it would be cold and dark and scary and i dont know exactly where the bus stop is, and we'd have to carry everything and it would be raining and horrible. yes i am weak
so anyway, happy weekend everyone!
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15 days till she leaves [27 Jun 2005|05:28pm]
i'm so content at the moment
i'm reading a book! a FICTION BOOK! its incredibly exciting
the blackwater lightship by colm toibin
its great
i wish i had the self discipline to read during the semester but sadly my work suffers too much when i do. Based on that i should technically say "no girlfriend till the holidays!" but sadly i dont have the self discipline to deny myself that. luckily she's leaving me anyway so i dont need self discipline. ...stupid sweden...
i know exactly whats going to happen, there's not point fighting it:
i'll be sad and lonely and pathetic
then i'll be numb and bored and loney
then i'll be happy and independent and balanced
THEN i'll find someone
then i'll be happy and excited and flirting
then i'll be happy and dependent and comfortable
and then it will all start again....
kinda pointless when viewed from that angle

NOTE: mostly just joking
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